hmph, today's been a long and irritating day. first was sunday sch. well, me and siti talked and talked like shit. but, when we had to do work, we did it quick and continued talking. then the stupid ustazah like action luhh, thought we never do all that crap. then purposely take our books last. purposely let us out last luhh! wth! was damn pissed. then, after that, supposed to go malaysia. but, NO! dad just had to object. he actually agreed lor that we'll go today. and he agreed to it like 2 weeks ago and last week also. GRRH! then, today, excited already, he object! damn pissing off lor. hmph. so slept for about 1 hour in the afternoon. then, when woke up, computer lor. what else. then, went to buy books and all at simei, went ikea to look at a new workstation. i'm planning on getting one new one. and, well. my initial intention of what to do with my money was actually to get a new electric guitar or just get a digital drumset. but, NO! again, dad had to object and suggest that i get a new workstation instead. like hello! it's not my responsibility to get myself a new workstation. unless he doesn't want me to work then, okay luh. don't get it for me but, otherwise, it's his responsibility to get it for me what. my 600 bucks from last year that he used to pay the bills and give my brother everyday for going out, still haven't return lor. GOSH! i'm like damn broke now can! in fact, i don't even have money for tmr's lunch/dinner and all that crap. and, there's tuition tmr. how am i supposed to pay for my tuition? 90 bucks tmr and then, after that 180! oh no! i am really really broke! DIE!

what it all comes down to? is that everything's not gonna be fine. GDNIGHT D: